haiish`.

Today is gonna be a LONG post.

29th Aug' 05 -
yesterday's school life was damn
sians. I don't know what happen
to me , i just can't hold back my
tears. So i started to cry , its like ..
nahhhhh, nevermind !! Went out
with Aisyah and Shuhui. Quite fun
went to walk around TM and CS.
took neoz too ?! but LOL it looked
quite funny cause i didn't smile
at all . ahakz

30th Aug'05 -
whoa ! blogged 2 time today.
i suppose everything is alright
btween me and her?! Hope so.
Aisyah cried today , cause she
thought i backstab her, den i told
the truth to her la. after that
misunderstanding is cleared but
she somehow doubt it lor.

_ [[ slut ?! +
Today there was another matter,
some girl called ShuHui a slut!
I was like ' duhhh, what did shuhui
do this time round?' She said that
Shuhui is giving attitute to them.
What did shuhui do wrong? They
throw shuhui alone , they backstab
her but dont dare to admit. Everything
is like OUR fault, why cant those
people just look in the mirror and
see for themselves? Are they perfect?
They are not us, they dunno how we
feel when people call us sluts. If i call
them a prostitute, i dont think they
will like it too. Why cant they just shut
their gap and stop complaining so much?!
I really hate them now , they dare to
say that i have changed. But they
themselves were the ones that really changed.

_ [[ maths lessons +
During Maths lessons.
Mr Low is really mad.
I cannot stand him
ANYMORE! He is the
WORST maths teacher
i have ever seen. How
can he say such a stupid
thing when a student
asked him a qns? he said
" i dont wanna answer
your qns, it is a stupid qns."
LOL but he cute la. like potato lor? ^^

_ [[ ("v") brokened +
walked pass music room today
and i saw him playing basketball,
i really don't know what to say or
what to do. I really want to give
him up but looking at him makes
me think of the happy memories
that happened to us last time ??!
Tried to be as cold as I can infront
of him so that I will make myself
hate him, but i seriously can't !
Argh , can someone just save me?

* there's nowhere else i rather be #
% but right here, next to you ;