pics pics pics.

aisyah and natasha ! (=

fitri - being carried - and ridhwan!

fitri and gang

white board

them playing the balloon.

my 2 form teachers ! chio bah ?

teachers cake !

hahax

_ [[ the girls +
what is happening to my class's girls?
- [ not the chinese girls la ] -
they are ... , i dont know what to say.
they changed alot?! including me lor.
this month is totally so sueh!? maybe
cause of 7th month bah? hope nx month
will change. (=

_ [[ teacher's day +
ehh nothing happened much today.
every year's teacher day will surely
have concert and party. but erms this year is ..
ok-ok, there was a grp dancing bah.
a lil boy called Ragu -liddat spell?-
he has so flexible leg! (= after the
concert went back to class ?!

_[[ in class +
my class was decorated with balloons !
oh shit, i hate balloons, my classmates
keep bursting and throwing them around.
damn scary, then me and peijuan are like
the photographers of the day. keep takin'
pictures ?! haha, when ms tan and mdm rani
came in, the boys bad sia. spray crazy ribbon
at them ?! they were in a mess ! after that
went back to GPS le.

_ [[ at GPS +
saw alot of people , nearly want to cry
sia. Rmb'd all the happy moments there.
It was much much much more better then
sec school. Met that MATTHEW TONG, he is
so irritating la! hate him to the core. Know this
guy called Jia Jun bah. Hmm , he is so-so lo?
victoria de ? , went up to staff room and
find ms lai and ms phua ?! their table
was full of 6/6s,6/8s and 6/4s ! told
teacher about her lor . that freaking
bitch ! hate her to the core liao la
hahas that is all i wanna say le. bye !

gonna post the pics lata !

hahaha

me and peijuan . i was wearing a
blue tag on my ears?


ahakz! this is me , before going to
the chalet? so ugly !!

haiish`.

Today is gonna be a LONG post.

29th Aug' 05 -
yesterday's school life was damn
sians. I don't know what happen
to me , i just can't hold back my
tears. So i started to cry , its like ..
nahhhhh, nevermind !! Went out
with Aisyah and Shuhui. Quite fun
went to walk around TM and CS.
took neoz too ?! but LOL it looked
quite funny cause i didn't smile
at all . ahakz

30th Aug'05 -
whoa ! blogged 2 time today.
i suppose everything is alright
btween me and her?! Hope so.
Aisyah cried today , cause she
thought i backstab her, den i told
the truth to her la. after that
misunderstanding is cleared but
she somehow doubt it lor.

_ [[ slut ?! +
Today there was another matter,
some girl called ShuHui a slut!
I was like ' duhhh, what did shuhui
do this time round?' She said that
Shuhui is giving attitute to them.
What did shuhui do wrong? They
throw shuhui alone , they backstab
her but dont dare to admit. Everything
is like OUR fault, why cant those
people just look in the mirror and
see for themselves? Are they perfect?
They are not us, they dunno how we
feel when people call us sluts. If i call
them a prostitute, i dont think they
will like it too. Why cant they just shut
their gap and stop complaining so much?!
I really hate them now , they dare to
say that i have changed. But they
themselves were the ones that really changed.

_ [[ maths lessons +
During Maths lessons.
Mr Low is really mad.
I cannot stand him
ANYMORE! He is the
WORST maths teacher
i have ever seen. How
can he say such a stupid
thing when a student
asked him a qns? he said
" i dont wanna answer
your qns, it is a stupid qns."
LOL but he cute la. like potato lor? ^^

_ [[ ("v") brokened +
walked pass music room today
and i saw him playing basketball,
i really don't know what to say or
what to do. I really want to give
him up but looking at him makes
me think of the happy memories
that happened to us last time ??!
Tried to be as cold as I can infront
of him so that I will make myself
hate him, but i seriously can't !
Argh , can someone just save me?

* there's nowhere else i rather be #
% but right here, next to you ;

only hope. ((=

there's a song that inside of my soul.
it's the one that i've tried,
to write over&over again.
i'm awake in the infinite cold,
but you sing to me,
over&over, and over again.

so i lay my head back down,
and i lift my hands and pray,
to be only yours
i pray to be only yours.
i know now you're my
only hope.

sing to me the song of the stars.
of your galaxy dancing,
and laughing&laughing again.
when it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans,
that you have for me over again.

so i lay my head back down,
and i lift my hands and pray,
to be only yours
i pray to be only yours.
i know now you're my
only hope.

i give you my destiny.
i'm giving you all of me.
i want your symphony.
singing in all that i am.
at the top of my lungs,
i'm giving it back.

so i lay my head back down,
and i lift my hands and pray,
to be only yours
i pray to be only yours.
i know now you're my
only hope.

wadever

you don't need to pretend,
nor do you need to act;
as though you care,
as though you give a damn.

don't give me that fake smile,
it's not gonna help.
don't ask me if i'm okay,
you know jolly well i'm not.

it's a shame how we ended,
and what's left is pretendence.
it's like me, willing to die;
living in this big lie.

don't pretend anymore,
don't hurt me anymore,
don't torture me anymore,
please,
don't lie to me anymore.

don't suffocate me further;
it's beyond what i can take.
don't stab my heart all over again,
it's beyond what i call pain.

but after all;
you gave me a before.
so should i thank you,
for acting like you cared?
or should i hate you,
for pretending like you cared?

[edit]

chalet was kinda fun on the first day.
we had barbeque, but quite afew peeps
didnt eat lor. after that go plae bowling
jiu go home liao. hahahax

[edited]

_ [[ that idiots ! +
fuck yoo idiots !!
i have had enough of your nonsense.
what is my personal life gotta do with you?!
to me , you guys are nothing but a bunch
of fuckers in my eyes. You dont know what is going on
with my life , then u all jus shut the fuck up and
don't ever compare me with that BITCH! I am
NOT her. And now i decided , i wanna STUDY hard.
dont wanna let people look down on me maybe
even worst say i STUPID/IDIOT, i already trying
my best to change my attitute. but must give
some time de right?! i WILL change de!!

_ [[ during DNT +
today during DNT lessons. we started doing
the magazine rack. ((x i feel so .. happy cause
i think that my base is damn nice lor .. -bhb la-
haha after that .. maths le, kns la ! kenna scolded
by mr low .. that idiot teacher ~ dont want to say
wad he scold le . i think about it only feel like
punching people le.. LOL after that stay back
for DNT again ?! ((= was playing around lor.
used the plastic and saw out my name .
LOL LOL. quite cute la. but the 'o' dont
reall look like 'o' , it look like a animal cell .. LOL
den after that jiu go back home and pack my
house le .. but haven pack finish la .. still packing ..
i pack 5mins jiu tired le .. hahaha.

=]

argh! i am so stressed up by everybody ?!
they are all forcing me to study .
they dont have anything better to do issit?!
askin me to study is like asking me to die ~
i hardly even study in school , all i do is slack
or sleep ..

met this new guy called ...... ... ,
really hate him to the core ?!
he is sucha fucker, SO IRRITATING.
keep saying he was *** ****.
its like , 'pls la .. look in the mirror. how
can u be *** ****.' i am not trying to
be whatever lors. but it is the fact !

((x on thurs we are gonna have a talk ..
erms about ....... whatever ! dont wanna
mention it , i am afraid i might spoil my
appetite. LOL , now i am going on a diet le.
i am like so fat now lor?! >.<"

((x

((x finally i have the mood to blog!!

- Saturday -
went out with ruay
to play basketball lors. haha
but the basketball court
too full le lor ! so went
to Mondi and chat and eat la
[a food stall across my sku] !
that uncle siao wan lor.
take our basketball
and bounce and bounce
like nv play b4 liddat ..
completely siao ! then he told
us lotsa stuffs lor.
kinda interruptin cause i was
talkin' to ruayngoen
mahs .. argh ! old man , LOL ..

- Sunday -
went to my ahma hse to
celebrate my aunt's bd.
VERY fun ! i love going
there although its damn far.
((x my aunt settled for
me my hp bill .. i feel so ..
guilty lor ? owas got
problem i will first to find them
wan lor. okay la ..
the whole thing was quite fun cause
i get to see my cousins ?!
kinda fun cause i seldom
see them .. maybe 1yr 1
time or .. 6mnths 1 time lor.
((x okay la.. that about all le ..

- Monday -
ermms. got back my
maths,sci and geog paper..
failed my maths and
geog , kinda SUCK .
maths got only 5 ?!
LOL at least still can la .. =x ,
geog .. got 10 ! failed by ..
2 and a half. but overall
pass lor. heng heng ~
during CME discussed about
the chalet thingy. ARGH!~
talked about 30mins lor
stupid teacher .. ~ my grp
have to bring 10packets
or hotdog .. dunno whether
even have enough anot lor.
okae la .. that about all le .. buaiis ~

ARGH! i am mad over the show~
[love at aegean sea] =]
soo romantic sia.
okay okay .. ermms nth much
happen la only in maple got
a mad guy lor .. keep saying
i love you ? OMFG.
don have to liddat sae de
wot .. make me ps .. LOL
jk , kae la . nth to blog le .. BYe!

haizz.

o.O!
now in IT lab again !
=] learning dreamweaver!!
hahaha saw him just now ..
erms outside mondi , i ..
really feel sad la , we like
not even friends le, sumore
someone told me that .. he
dont like any1 liao lors.. ?
-hurts!-

argh

im getting lazier to blog day by day.
but *sighs* nvm ~!!! Today i finally
did what i was supposed to do long time ago!
which was not to friend her ?!
I know she will complain de bahs.
and saying that.. "Jolene everytime liddat wan"
and she will say all the shit out, causing
everybody in my class to hate me de lors?!
But do you really thing i would care wad the
fcuk she says? Nv judge a book by its cover.
u guys havent seen her true colours !
so , wotever. Okays, today that fcukin bitch,
MS SEE- came to our class and detained us
cause we were being SO noisy and we had
to even write REFLECTION. oh shit her !
but quite funny lar. most of the girls saw
ms see and we were like. "ms see ms see!!",
den tuck in our shirts. LOL very natural wan la
if not she will "STARE" at us. wtf, hate her. LOL
okay la. that all liao bahsz. byyes!

SO SICK.

ehs. SO SICK , havin
fever ! 39.5 degree
high fever. hmmms
den .. cannot do
pe for 5 days ?! wtf , SO SICK!!
dont even have appetite to
eat le . HAIS, really hate this!

waha

-12th August-
Weeets! Went to Marina South carnival~
Quite boring ?! Cause there were nothing
for us to see! But got abit of shuai ge's
=] Lalalala after that went to the bowlin
area lorz. then that all le bahs?!
Peijuan and Aisyah damn cute la! They
thought that their wallet and hp was lost,
in the end leh?! It was inside their bag!
LOL LOL. lame;

-13th August-
Hmm, today Simin and I went to some
cell grp thingy? church de bahs. Wahs,
so MANY people. Quite scary?! They
were too friendly le !!! But okay la.
gotta afew shuai ge's over there too !
=]. Played the "blanket game", ehhs
quite fun ?! Then sang songs also lor.
okay bahs, stop here le !

wahahak

Weets ~
now at IT lesson again.
LOL this time i is "guang ming zheng da"
de blog. Our teacher dont care de lors.
very good hohs!! Wahaha very funnie
lor ! wahaha. kkae le, later go back
den blog again ~ BuuaIii !

=]

no more love love love le.
i have totally given up on
him le!!!*congrats to myself*
LOL , maybe not totally but
the feeling is almost gone le lor.
now the most important thing
is about my studies liao ~!!!
i wanna study and be a good girl.




ruay jie and me w0rs !!!
kawaii nehs ~ heehs



me and ruay jie again w0rs ~
kawaii nehs !!!! muackks.

taken on August 7th
- auggy bd wors -

=]]] !

What does your birth month reveal about you?

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.Changing personality.Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

LOLZZX~

dish ish how ii want moii hse tuu be liike when i gr0w oldd. niice marhhzx?!

weeetttts

today was the funniest day liao.
my school celebrated national day !
DAMN FUNNY! I laugh until
like 'kee siao'. Cannot stand it esp
the part when my form teacher
-indian dehs- came out to dance.
I think i laugh the loudest!! Kinda
paiseh la ?! =] This week we only
study 1 day and that is Thursday
cause on Fri, we gotta go to some
marina bay thing. Heard from
other people that is QUITE fun.
We shall see , Our 2 form teachers
aren't going with us. They said
that Ms J.Chua and Mr Low is comin'
with us, WTF, J.Chua that moron !!!
WAHAHAS, we sure bully her want lors
=] okay lar. nothin' much to blog le.
*muacks*

haiiish

[EDITED] hehs , edited this post
cause i just post it out of anger.

Well well, went out with my jie!
SHE IS SO CUTE LORS! She
wore pink shirt and skirt ~
same with me wors. Wahas
she so KAWAII ! I feel like
pinching her lors ~ !!!
Went to take neoz, turned
out quite ... not up to expectations
cause both of us damn long never
go take le ~ But nvm , lol
after that we went to walk walk
then went home liao lors.
*sianzz* kkae buuaii

anyway today is auggy bd.
- happy burfdae -

heehs

- SATURDAY -
WTF! Saw this REALLY cute guy
today at Tampines Mart !
He walked pass while i was sitting
down. He looked at me and smiled
LOL i smiled back too. of cause =]
eheheh. HE is CUTER then SLY &
DERRICK ! ;o I am gonna die of
BOREDNESS. I gotta nothing to do lah !!!
nobody is able to go out due to the
lunar 7th mnth thingy. wtf wtf wtf ,
sianzation. i really gotta find something
to kill my boredness! *hmmm*
LOL LOL LOL , ROFLMAO !
talked to Simin on the phone
today ! OMG i gonna *pengz* again
this guy called Ben likes her?!
Heard that he is quite _ _ _ _ _ !
*PENGZ* O.M.G ! WAHAHAS ,
please pardon me , i think i
am going crazy

- FRIDAY -
wei wei, im here to blog le ! hahas
nothing happened yesterday lah
but it was the lunar 7th mth.
most of the people went home
quite early. left him and some
of others bah ?! LOL , Eastview
had a friendly netball match with BSSS.
We lost by 1point/mark/goal bahs?
not really sure but it was very nice to
watch lors ! Saw him afew times too ~!!
Damn happy lah although
didn't say 'hi' to him.
- happy happy happy ! -
kk lorhs. nothing much to say le.
buaii =]

- THURSDAY -
damn it ! Tahir is back !!!
that MORON! , he made us
kicked soccer again! once more
BARE-FOOTED. The ground was
SOx4 MUDDY ! Cause it just rained,
he made us ran around the soccer
field. *pengz* my whole feet was
filled with MUD !!. It was so damn
disgusting ! *humphs* sickening
teacher , he still dare to scold peijuan
and I for not doing anything. He must
be BLIND, both of us were chasing
after the soccer ball and he still
have the cheeks to scold us. HOW DARE
HE ! *evil laughters* Simin got injured,
ehhs she twisted her feet , i suppose?
Don't know lahs , not my problem. So she
went to the exercise area to rest while
me and peijuan play lors. Damn funny la !
Well well. after the soccer game, Peijuan
and I had to pick up all the cones. bias !
LOL LOL ate nasi brani *is that correct?*
nice nice. YUMMY! DELICIOUS -MUACKS-

lol

yoyo, now at
i.t lab using comp dehs
lol, shud be having
a test but i sneak use lors
now abit "kia kia" cos
later teacher catch hoh
i mati liao le. hahaha lols kkae la
stop here le. BYE
come back and blog bah

anyway today is Alvin's bd !
- happy burfday -

lol

siianzation !
my baby didn't
come to school today !
she was havin' fever,
awww poor her. lols
nothin'else to blog liao
*peace* , ciao !!

sexy leg

LOLS look at those pictures!
it was taken by Simin and I ?!
Aren't we mad ? LOLSS !!!!
*sighs* lost a kor today .
i disowned him after thinking
so much. I really didn't wanna
do it but he forced me too ?
Nevermind .. its all over , i guess?
Today got back most of the papers
*SHOCKED* i pass all subjects !
all thanks to Peijuan ?! LOL!!!!

[EDITED] decided to take down the
pictures. they are like so violent =]